Just now i went to the hospital to deliver my Grandpa's Jacket to him at Tan Tock Seng.On the way there,many things were going through my mind.like how my grandpa used to bring us to Chinatown n hav tea n play.he used to dote on us.but after he came out from the hospital a few years ago,his condition got worser n worser.he acted like a totally small boy n it really hurts me to see that.he also start to stuff everything into his stomach not caring if it is bad for him.but now the only things i can do stay by him n help him whenever i can.i feel so helpless.remembering how he used to play n talk to us makes me hav this urge to go back to the past even though i know it is not possible.....
English SA was over last Friday.tomorrow hav Chinese SA then wed hav history.i dun really worry abt Chinese but History i really must study.haiz.i felt so tired.i dun understand why must my grandpa fall when everyone is already so frustrated with work n studies.why must he even be sick now.can't he just be as healthy as he was.????