i always say to myself. Be contented. Jasmine. you have something to be proud of. no. not something but many things. one of your proudest thing in life is your family. yes? your family. but no. i'm not happy. yes,i'm happy cause of my family. but. i'm not exactly as strong as you think.you think. Jasmine is such an optismistic girl. she looks everything to the bright side.yes? oh yes. only in front of u guys. i never had a best friend. never. unless u count in imaginary friends. that. maybe yes. Cherie is my good friend. good until it stops just before best.cause i can never open my heart to her. what i'm feeling deep down inside. even if i tell anyone. no one listens. even if they listen, they'll never believe. believe but not taking into heart. so, i'll ask you. why listen? why care?