Nobody said that living is easy. I finally understand that sentence. maybe long ago. but still. When the going gets tough, the though gets going. so true. i believe so. hence, if you not tough, you wouldnt get going. you willl stay there, wanting to go to the past but have to move forward. time waits for no one. hence, time is precious. it wouldn go back jsut because of you. it wouldn stay still just so you can enjoy your moment. Life goes on. and you have to be strong just to live. i admit. emotions flows over me when i'm typing. but well. thats me. and i am jasmine chow. i cannot go on. i thought so. but i can. think too much of myself or think too little of myself. no idea. hard to maintain a balance. serious. to change a life from sec to poly really suffocates many of us. not only me. but others. trying to treat each and everyone like good friends. sorry if i cant do it. really sorry. i tried. hopes that time will help me to accept then for who they are. and to find a goal to live. having no goal is like being a zombie. walking without a goal to reach. that why, u see. to live, we have thoughts, to live, we have expectations, to live, we must have a goal and lastly to live, we have to move forward.