yea. i'm upset.so what. who actually cares. i'm really starting to feel that famnily is the only people there when u need help and u can have complete trust in them as they would not deceive you. maybe not all families but i believe in my family. so should one day, they deceive me, i swear that i will go crazy, because i can never take it. sometimes, people says i'm mature but i feel that i knoww too much things. hence, i have so much feelings and it makes me feel like a lost person. times when i felt that i'm lost, i'll just let time guide me. will it be the same this time? :'(
